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[chief]

Didn't you use to be a bit of a tranny or some junk? For all I know I could be mistaking you for someone else... does happen.

[Valerie Valens]

Oh, it's you again.

[Shadow]

Lets behave,now

[chief]

So... Was I right?

[John Roberts]

Yes. A world of yes.

Have your baseball bats set to fire.

[Valerie Valens]

Pffft, you're losing your touch, John. What about the rusty nail covered in burning napalm?

[Shadow]

This isn't a very nice way to welcome someone...

[XaverJin]

the way i see it, everybody is allowed at least one misguided and stupid moment in life, and people should let it go, yeah?

[chief]

Not exactly. To be honest there are certain members of my staff who brought up banning you right off the bat. Some reason I was against that. I'm just a nice guy I guess.


Anyways, I do remember all the stupid shit that went down around you so, all I can say is one hint of any of that again you are gone.


So... Because I was the onlyone seeming to go against banning you right away, my neck is out on the line. Don't fuck this up. Prove to us that you aren't some twat.

[XaverJin]

i dont really know what to say to that, if theres a bunch of people that have acquired a genuine bad taste in their mouth while thinking about me, maybe it was a bad idea to poke my head in afterall. I can only really honestly hold my hands up to some of the bad things i've said and done to people.

I have no intention of gettings peoples back up, and if it is the general opinion that i should make myself scarce then i will do so. It isnt something i'd lose a whole lot of sleep over, but i would like it if some very old broken bridges can at least be a little tidied up. I would even be willing to have the people i've wronged give me a piece of their mind if it would make them feel better and to straighten out some of the lies i've told.

Way back then i deliberately and knowingly sabotaged my friendship with a few people, by feeding one person horrid lies about myself. Without going into too much detail, i told someone who was somewhat close to me that i had been lying about a lot of personal facts about myself, about the things that had happened to me in the past, and about the members of my family. It was a very strange thing to do, to lie about the fact that i'd been lying. I still dont really know why i did that other than i wanted to make people think i was as you say a twat.

Above all else i want to apologise for what it's worth. If nobody can believe anything else at least believe that. And if all this isnt something you want posted here i wont hold no grudges if its removed.. It is a fairly public message afterall. I have nothing to hide anyway.

On a slightly brighter note: i bake now and these muffins are delicious!

[Valerie Valens]

You already know what I thought about being lied to. Let's just hope that you can prove to be a better person than Sonmanic.

That doesn't mean that I still won't dislike you, that is a much bigger road to cross.

[XaverJin]

Thats much more than i could've asked for, and i appreciate your response. To tell you the truth, it was difficult for me to swallow my pride and hold my hands up like that :S

If you decide you'd like to talk things out mpre privately, i wouldnt be opposed. If not i understand.

[Morgan]

Could have sworn I talked to you in more recent times, but I can't remember. Might have been years ago that I'm thinking about. Used to go by 'Lena' but not anymore.

[XaverJin]

Could have sworn I talked to you in more recent times, but I can't remember. Might have been years ago that I'm thinking about. Used to go by 'Lena' but not anymore.

we used to talk on IM a while ago before i lived in america for a while. It was indeed years ago!

[Lord Exor]

Welcome back. So far at least two six+ year old members have returned within a span of a month or so.

I'm not one to care for protracted drama; as long as someone makes amends for their transgressions, I am willing to invite them back with open arms. Not that I ever had a personal stake in the drama you purportedly spawned anyway...

[The Man]

I remember you because you had your own 'ask me' thread. You weren't here long but long enough.

Welcome back. I took a long break too.

[XaverJin]

Welcome back. So far at least two six+ year old members have returned within a span of a month or so.

I'm not one to care for protracted drama; as long as someone makes amends for their transgressions, I am willing to invite them back with open arms. Not that I ever had a personal stake in the drama you purportedly spawned anyway...

*headscratch* i'm a little confused. I'm actually 22 years of age this year.. but thankyou for your words all the same

I remember you because you had your own 'ask me' thread. You weren't here long but long enough.

Welcome back. I took a long break too.

I did indeed! Ask XJ was semi popular, but people ended up asking Penance more questions than they did me.

[Lord Exor]

I meant how long ago you were with the community.

[XaverJin]

ohhhhhhh! heh. i am stupid

[furrykef]

Don't worry, I didn't get it either.